Letting Go


Yes, I’m extremely late on blogging again, but at the beginning of this new year I came to a realization: I want to start letting go of certain things I check/do online. This blog, despite what you might be thinking, isn’t one of them. However, I do think it’s going to become less weekly as it used to be. The truth is that the combination of laziness and knowing I’ll inevitably end up with a job in the near future has made me feel less inclined to make an effort here. There are plenty of things I could talk about, but mustering up the enthusiasm to do so hasn’t been easy. I don’t want to just give up on my blog as this marks the fifth year of it, but I have to at least acknowledge that I’m not as passionate about it as I used to be.

In light of that, I’m fully letting go of the wiki(a) I created for the website Channel Awesome (formerly ThatGuyWithTheGlasses). After this year, which marks the tenth year of both the site and wiki, I’ve decided I’m done maintaining it. My main reasons I gave were that I’ll eventually lose a lot of free time I currently have to a job and that I’m just tired of taking time out of each day to update it. However, this wasn’t the full truth. The other reason is that I feel like I’ve grown out of the CA fandom as a whole. I still like certain video producers who have stuck around, but they can be found off the site just as easily now. Frankly, I only visit the site to do the updates for the wiki and that’s literally it. I feel disconnected from their community (outside of the friends I’ve made already) and the less said about the drama/politics that crop up there, the better. As I’ve done with former producers, I still plan to follow the ones I do whether they remain on the site or not. I just won’t be visiting it myself anymore after the end of this year.

There have been others things I’ve let go. I’ve cut back on my YouTube channels to the shows/let’s players I watch frequently, narrowed down my Tumblr to a smaller number of blogs, and quit reading articles from some websites that did nothing but suck me into their drama (*cough*TheFrisky*cough*). I feel better overall making these changes in my life, especially if it means spending real time with my husband and our friends/family. So, rather than make possibly empty promises about this blog, I’ll just say to keep your eyes peeled. They may not come as often, but posts will still pop up from time to time.